Hi, people. I'm officially back to blogging. My com is like so dead, I'm actually using my brother's computer right now. So just a few quick things to add to what happen for my disappearance for so long. Here it is.
Okay, to solve the whole my-computer-is-so-dead problem, I bought this small netbook just so that I can blog. And also, did I mention that I bought a new digital camera. Yup! I did bought one at the recent IT fair. Just to capture that every moment so that I can give everyone some pictures to look at. :) But I'm sorry for not posting any picture in this post, because firstly, I don't have any photos to upload since I'm so busy working then, secondly, I hardly met up with anyone ever since I start work, and lastly, this is my brother's computer, I do not have any photos in his computer, nevertheless to say upload it. Alright, next up.
Working at Club 21 wasn't all that ideal and perfect I think it would be, the people there are arrogant, they make fun of people, rude, not easy-going i would admit. And i can't believe I have to work 6 days a week which these people. They humiliate me, make fun of me, bully me, and so, i couldn't take it anymore. I quit.And, believe me, they are paying very little. I'm finally finding time to do my own stuffs and of course, finding a new job. And also to patch things up a little.
I hope Rin gets to see this, and I'm awfully sorry for what happened between us. I'm sorry, I didn't put myself in your position then. I am so so sorry. Please forgive me, I really don't have the courage to call you, and I regret the decision I make. You leaving my world like that make me so lost that I don't know what I wanna do in life anymore. You're the last person I want to see leaving me like this. I just can't see my myself landing anywhere without you beside me. You being gone, make me unsure of my future. I don't even know what I'm gonna do if I'm gonna do it alone. I'll probably wind up doing everything badly. You're like water to me Rin, I can't live without water, just like I can live without you giving me advice all the time. Your advices to me are like guiding me along the way all the time. I believe you still do as great as you always did in life, giving your best to everything. Just like how I always know you. I really miss the time that we champagne all the time, gossiping about how big a bitch J is. And I really really miss those times together with you. I seriously don't want to end it just like that. All the times we had with each other was the most precious memory to me. I never realized how important you were to me until you were gone. That time at the mrt, I really pluck up alot of courage to msg you, but I guess you really hate me alot don't you? But please, please, please, forgive me for being such a total idiot back then. I have been so wind up in work that I almost forgot who I really am. I know it's not the best excuse to give, but Rin, if you really see this, can you drop me a msg or something. Cause, I really wish you do. Love you always.Labels: I miss you so so much Rin
