Jin

Monday, October 19, 2009

I have finally stop dreaming and come back to reality. After being unconscious for so many years about what I want to do in the future, I've finally return to reality and really think about what I want to do. Knowing that in the past, all of it was my wishful thinking. All the disadvantages that I can think of are even more than the advantages. It's not worth to continue to dream on and forget about the real world.

It's better to think about things that I can still have the ability and courage to do, rather than one that is with so many uncertainties. I sometimes doubt myself too.

So, the conclusion is that I have decided to drop off the idea of being an Air Stewardess and to move on. I know it may sound surprising, and I believe some will be surprised but I guess this is life, and the cruelty of reality does not spare anyone. It is hard to escape life that one has to face it sooner or later. And I am really glad that I could know it now than later, for it will be too late to do anything.

To add, I wouldn't live my life for anyone's expectations, and that goes to you MOM. I have decided to choose my own path, and I will take full responsibility.

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